/* The Growing Pains Of A Slightly Bent, Not Broken Sunflower: June 2006

The Growing Pains Of A Slightly Bent, Not Broken Sunflower

It's all about me. This place is where I can express myself without being scared of censorship or that kind of shit. I am politically incorrect. I have an opinion about everything and this is where I spit out my venom. The views here are completely mine and are biased. If you don't like it, dear friends, foes and fans, I sincerely don't give a fuck. Read further if you want, but be warned... I'm crazy.

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

I came across this wonderful song by Tina Arena, called "Aimer Jusqu'a L'Impossible." The lyrics are fabulous, and I wanted to share them with you, my "fans" But the thing is that it's a French song and cannot be translated into another language as it will lose its originality. But for those who understand, I do hope you enjoy.
Je N'ai Connu Qu'une Histoire D'amour
Au Fil De Ma Vie
Cet Homme M'a Promis Le Toujours
Et Puis S'est Enfui
C'est La Couleur De L'Enfer
Quand Les Mensonges Salissent Tout
J'aurai Pu Sombrer Sous La Colère
Comme Un Cheval Fou
Mais
Ce Qui M'a Sauvée
C'est De Pouvoir Aimer
Aimer
Jusqu'à L'impossible
Aimer
Se Dire Que C'est Possible
D'aimer
D'un Amour Invincible
Aimer
Jusqu'à L'impossible
C'est Possible
J'ai Vu Mes Châteaux En Espagne
Ce Que J'ai Bâti
Disparaître Sous Les Flammes
De La Jalousie
C'est Une Douleur Sans Égal
Quand Sa Vie Part En Étincelles
J'aurai Pu Vendre Mon Âme Au Diable
Comme Un Criminel
Mais
Ce Qui M'a Sauvée
C'est De Pouvoir Aimer
Aimer
Jusqu'à L'impossible
Aimer
Se Dire Que C'est Possible
Aimer
D'un Amour Invincible
Aimer
Jusqu'a L'impossible
C'est Possible
Aimer
Jusqu'a L'impossible
C'est Possible
Et Jurer Sur La Bible
D'aimer
Malgré L'inadmissible
Aimer Jusqu'à L'impossible
C'est Possible
Aimer Jusqu'à L'imprévisible
Aimer
Jusqu'à L'impossible
C'est Possible
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Sunday, June 18, 2006



Say hello to Kelvina!
I have decided to give Kelvin a sex change because of all the the animosity and jealousy. I hope that those who hated him, will get to like the new her. Photos of Kelvina before and Kelvin after are here. You can see the pink bow on her head and the earrings. That's enough to be considered as a sex change in a Teddy Bear. Kelvina is now a Teddy Bearess.

Monday, June 12, 2006

I just came across this really cute bumper sticker... I think it's HOT!

Saturday, June 10, 2006

I just don't understand why football turns men into trash. Why does it turn them so bad? You just wish it could dissappear. Just go away. It's so irritating. I don't hate footie. But I think it's quite not fun fun fun to see 22 grown up men running after a ball. It's just that- how can anybody- even a rational human being choose footie over one person? It hurts a lot. Cos then, even when you are loved you feel that there's something wrong. Thing is, having a "normal" relationship is fun. But when you have another kind of relationship, it's not always easy. You don't want to pry on the life of that other person, but when he's 12 hours away from you, it's tough. You don't know what that person is doing at that exact moment. If that person lived in with you, at least, you understand what is going on. You know you must trust them and you do. But when you're fat, wear glasses, have a big nose, and have only your "A" Levels and that other person is the cream of the cream, is fit, perfect, educated blah blah blah... You feel... Oh fuck... I feel like I've just written drunken gibberish. I love you, but there are some things that hurt. Anyway enjoy the footie, and I hope England gets creamed, GETS SCREWED, BIG TIME.

Thursday, June 01, 2006

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"There's so many things I want to say but I don't know if you will understand me. I don't mean that guys are insensitive jerks or anything. It's just that I don't think you will understand what I'm trying to get at. It's complicated. And I don't even know if I'm gonna have the exact words to explain what I mean. Cos even I don't really understand what I'm trying to say. But if you could just look into my eyes, you WILL understand. And perhaps I will understand too. I've never met you. But still I miss you like crazy. When you're not around to talk to me. It gets harder and harder to pull away after even a 10 minute session... If I could just HOLD you or be HELD by you. It's not about sex. Believe me. (Well...) It's just that I wanna be there or I want you to be here or we could even be in the Mojave desert or in Siberia or wherever, cos I told you once I'd follow you around the World if I have to. I don't mind quitting my present job (which I adore) and flip Burgers at McDonald's (!) (I HATE MEAT), just to be with you. I told you I'll do anything you want me to- just so as to have the honor of going to sleep in your arms and having the pleasurable sight of those eyes (even if they do look a bit chinky when you just wake up, which send me into fits of silent lip biting giggles), first thing in the morning, for the rest of my life. I don't want to cry when I listen to that dumb song "Ek Ajnabi Sa" from that dumb Hindi movie, "Lucky" and think about how the words are fucking accurate. It's getting harder and harder now. I want to be a part of you as much as possible. Love me forever please. I just can't wait to be with you. I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!"
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